Take care of yourself

take care of yourself,

because someone else couldn’t

I feel like I'm falling

into the abyss

after one wrong step.

Now, what if I just don't care

about anything?

What great blessing is that

when I die,

my soul leaves my body by itself,

I don't need to take it to heaven or hell…

It would be exhausting.

I imagine that

I don't have to strain myself

with anything, I just float in the air,

which lasts, so

I don't have to stand

on my feet.

I just want to fall back,

and only count that

someone will catch me

before I’m falling down.

It would be nice to

be nothing for a while,

but it would be boring for forever.

That's why I prefer

not to look into the abyss.

I think of sunshine

to forget the possibility of falling.

The sun really shines on top of the mountain.

Kiss Csenge XII. H